Ugh, I can't help it. I just wanna sit here and cry. It's so hard, I've fucked up so much. I've pushed the only person away that matters. I throw a fit and cling on to him, and now my Saturday is ruined. I've completely destroyed my day, and I can't fix it. Does anyone know how badly it hurts to be told he doesn't want to be with you today? I cried ( Read more... )